So I've kinda been gone for a fe days cuz I fell into a pretty decent depression. I'm sorta coming out of it or at least starting to cope with it a lot better. It sort of comes and goes in severity. At some points I can't even get out of bed without a huge internal struggle, but at other points I can function and just feel like I am going to cry at the drop of a hat. Its kinda weird to think about, but I should be used to it by now. I'll try and post more these days, but I haven't really had much to say.